posted @ 11:20 p.m.
i need you...
dont make me lose you.
posted @ 03:11 p.m.
posted @ 09:40 p.m.
posted @ 09:18 p.m.
stinky
sticky
stunky
it's not the end of waterblog yet. tho i just found a home in much better blog server.
he made me appreciate simplicity.
whahahah talk abt the power of influence.
pitas is getting tedious to use.
maybe waterblog will come to a close soon.
but the history lives on.
posted @ 11:00 p.m.
Hook it around her throat
Pull the ends of the rope
Release the under boards
Let her slip past
For now
Only for now....
posted @ 10:34 p.m.
Camp FOCUS was perceived better as it progresses. My original grp merged with another, forming Group C and took on Hitler's motto. ;) Last day holds the fondest of memories. Learnt a lot.
GPA 3.7 at the end of Yr 2 sem 2. Need to prove to myself again that it can be done. 3.7 is straight As le. Wooo...
Body Report: So sour all over still. Morning appreciation with Brandon surely have rippling effects of lactic acid through every muscle. It's more shiong than DB trng.
#^%$&$%&^ cant access into german, cms and e-svcs at home.
posted @ 08:56 p.m.
..............
Oops I did it again
I played with your heart
Got lost in the game
Oops You think I'm in love (with it)
That I started from above
But I'm not some mario.
I did it last sem. And I committed the mistake again. The diff is the size of the grp. No apologies. Taking another growth step..
"The fastest runner is just as fast as the slowest in the team." Darn familiar phrase.
I did look back.. and wondered where my soldiers were. I thought of going slow.. but my actions were meant as a challenge to them.
But me being me with many brains around, I didn't voice it out; The objectives, the intention, the motivation of running fast & being competitive (in other areas too). And so, the message obviously did not get across.
"No one can make you inferior without your consent."
We will make dreams come true again.
Goals:
- Full team girls run
- Powered up juniors
- Seriousness and desperateness (for that metal) in team
- Be 4kg lighter on real run.
- Do a 10k regardless of terrain with ease.
You're not gonna believe how fast and efficient you can go until you try shedding some extra pounds. You'll do a great favor to knees and ankles. Thus, I shall maintain my ultimate 2005 goal. wahahah.
posted @ 11:40 p.m.
No... it wasn't my late grandparents. Neither was it my distant relatives.
It is my brother.
For so many years, I lived as though I'm a single child. Maybe I was too young to fight the 5 year age gap. 5 yrs gap is neither too short nor too long. It is an in-between.
I wished I could re-live each moment and include him in my life. Things would be more cheery.
Of course there were sweet moments shared in the past.. and those are diabetically sweet... I'll treasure those till my dying day and some are extremly bitter... those that I turn away in disgust and guilt.
But whatever it is, I'm thankful that the past cannot be changed. So that I can admit it in the present and construct a better future. The good needle of the clock starts ticking now.
Time to let go of hurts... and cherish your loved ones... no matter how bugging they can be sometimes...
That is the end of tonight's unexpected emo guilt trip. It came as a turmoil of emotions.
posted @ 11:30p.m.
Really, something have changed. Or evolved?
I think there's still work to be done.
Darn those crabs at the shore. Dead crabs.
I could be swimming aimlessly.
Curious to know what's going on?
Ubiquitous lah.
Look around you.
Open your senses.
Use your heart.
Silly you.
posted @ 11:57 p.m.
